never have i been a blue calm sea ([info]findingstarsx) wrote,
  • Mood: jubilant



you are my safeplace,
my comfort, my constant.
you are the one place i go
to be alone, and to be myself.
i love every moment i spend with you.
i love fighting over shells or macaroni,
and you forcing me to get my way.
i love doing karate moves and making oriental noises.
i love swimming and wrestling on the kitchen floor.
i love accidently using the wrong spoons in Pam's pans,
& you taking the blame for it.
i love watching you try on clothes,
& the shy look you give me when you're in your boxers.
i love waking up to notes next to me,
telling me i'm pretty when i'm sleeping.
i love crying in your arms when i'm over emotional,
& the concerned look on your face.
i love sneaking into your brothers room & finding
really disgusting things.
i love bringing those things up,
& trying to laugh silently so he doesn't hear us.
i love drinking out of the same cup.
i love how you force me to make all the decisions.
i love going to veach's with you &
making plans to fly kites.
i love kissing in alleys.
i love how you let me take thousands of pictures.
i love your funny faces.
& the way you make me laugh.
i love how you kiss me when i click my tongue.
i love how you rub my back,
even when you don't want to.
i love how you carry my tampons in your pocket,
and kiss my belly when i have cramps.
i love how you wrinkle up your nose when you take my shoes off,
and joke about how bad they stink.
i love how you put up with my crazy ideas.
i love even more how you participate in them.
sigh, but oh! i love the way your eyes dance when they meet mine
& the way you say 'iloveyou'

i am inlove with the person you are.
& the person you've already helped me become.
i can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you,
nathaniel lewis carr seitz,
my best friend,
my boyfriend.

happy birthday baby.



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[info]brilliantlydull

October 23 2005, 21:05:58 UTC 6 years ago

well said rachel my dear. you're so good with words. aaaand i'm glad you swell young people have each other to keep each other in such good company.

[info]findingstarsx

October 24 2005, 05:15:43 UTC 6 years ago


thanks mary ♥
somedays i love you more than nathan,
hehe don't tell him!

[info]zkeepasmile114

October 23 2005, 23:46:12 UTC 6 years ago

i think that was the cutest thing I have ever read.
Oh, im so happy to see you so happy.
& I loved our double date friday. Dantley and I had so much fun. We have to again soon.

Happy birthday nate.

[info]findingstarsx

October 24 2005, 05:17:39 UTC 6 years ago


i love you sooo much megz!
i had a ton of fun at the slaughter house
with you & your lover boy.

& thanks for coming into the porta-potty with me.
i couldn't of done it alone! lmao.

you're the best ever, my little asian angel. ♥

[info]wolfmechanicsss

October 24 2005, 01:56:21 UTC 6 years ago

aww.
happy birthday nate!

[info]findingstarsx

October 24 2005, 05:19:50 UTC 6 years ago


[info]one_known_not

October 24 2005, 02:13:37 UTC 6 years ago

aww he makes a Pretty lil birthday boy!!! tehehe I LOVE RACHY!!!

how'd you like the Slaughter house girlie?? i laughed and Ryan (the one I WAS holding on to. to feel safe) PUSHED me to go first and grabbed me when HE got scared... i called him a lil girl.. it was FUN!

LOVES YOUS!!!

[info]findingstarsx

October 24 2005, 05:21:25 UTC 6 years ago


lmao don't you love him in the crown.

i wished the slaughter house would of been scarier :(
but i loved dancing with mike meyers in line. hehe
& i accidently hit him in the face.

i saw ryan saturday at the ACT & he said he had fun :)
lmao little girlllie.

i love you!! ♥ see you tomorrs

[info]one_known_not

October 25 2005, 01:33:23 UTC 6 years ago

where were you TODAY!!!!!???????????? i missed ya in Gov!!! and walking with you after class... i had to walk ALLL by MYSELF!!!! whoa!!! :)
LOVES YOU!!!!!!

[info]findingstarsx

October 25 2005, 02:42:28 UTC 6 years ago


aww love you too girlie ♥

i'm sicky! & have an englarged throat! :(

i hope i come back tomorrrrs!

[info]videogamedude

October 24 2005, 03:20:16 UTC 6 years ago

Tell Nate I said Happy Birthday. And I'm glad you two are so happy together, you make a great couple.

[info]findingstarsx

October 24 2005, 05:22:28 UTC 6 years ago


i'll tell natey

& thanks so much jon ♥


[info]shattertheair

October 24 2005, 05:10:52 UTC 6 years ago

haha, thanks so much baby
gayest pictures ive ever seen
lol
thank you so much rachel
really
for everything
"i love you so much happy birthday..."
hehe, sleepy head!
i love YOU so much baby.
i doooooooo.
more than life its self.

[info]findingstarsx

October 24 2005, 05:14:55 UTC 6 years ago


lmao i wish i could of kept my
eyes open during the family guy movie.
& i'm sorry i snored.
hehe i don't really remember waking up
every time you moved & telling you happy birthday,
but if you say so :)
hehe
i was so tired.
& i love you!
lmao i had fun making fun of that asian
with two fingers with your sister
today at your birthday extravaganza.

loveyouloveyouloveyouloveyou! ♥

rachcorelikewhoa: bday boy!!
rachcorelikewhoa: bday boy!
DontFakeThePunk: thats muh thats muh!

[info]porninside

October 31 2005, 04:10:43 UTC 6 years ago

hello rach

happy bday captain nate
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